It has been a while since I have put pen to paper
or in my case hands to keyboard. This
has not been a result of lack of thoughts on major world issues. We all know that I have a broad vast and vast
opinion about, well everything. It
hasn’t been because of a lack of interest in life either. The lack of written communication from me is
simply because I haven’t been able to say what I wanted to say.
I know that this might sound silly, but truthfully
I don’t always express myself, especially when I am hurting; and these last few
months have been hard and pain filled for me for many reasons. In short, life
has gotten hard, complicated, and un-fun!!
I have reached my breaking point many times, but I am still here, I am
still standing, and I am still fighting for what I believe to be true.
I won’t go into all the boring details, I know
that some are curious but we must remember that curiosity killed the proverbial
cat. I will say that life has a way of
becoming increasingly difficult and complicated when you are trying to do what
you deem is correct. I will say that
being an adult is hard and that being an adult that is willing to stand for
their principals in the face of adversity is one of the hardest things that I
have ever had the opportunity to do. I
will say that in standing for these principals I have seen my husband and
children hurt in more ways than I care to admit to. I have also seen the loyalty of a few that
has surprised me and the betrayal of many.
In short, it’s complicated.
In spite of life’s complications, I am here. I do have a voice and I will say what I think
needs to be said. I will also purpose to
not take a two month hiatus again. After
all, I am not broken yet.
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